Would like a listening ear and advise while on my medication

I take a psychedelic chemical to evaluate myself and my emotions. I’m a 37 yr old male and I have trouble identifying emotions and even just feeling them. My problem is I can’t find any service to just hang out and listen to me or even challenge me. I will pay for this therapy. Price will be negotiated on phone call.

The time this will take place is very “up In the air” because of work, however if someone is interested then call at 9132230902. I’d be happy to explain unanswered details. Pay is also negotiable.